This is just a short written idea about me, my feeling, my thought, my study, my friend..
Dec 16, 2009
if only they know..
Salam readers,
just want to share some of my experiences throughout these days of being a undergraduate student. Initially, I predict it is going to be an awesome learning process especially the fact that I'm going to explore my favourite subject, Chemistry, more deep..
Yes, it is happening as what I've predicted before stepping my feet into the university..
However..
as I started my first class (lecture), I felt that something is missing in my studies. I was trying to put that feeling away from me but I just couldn't do it.
This kind of mystery feeling leads me to search for something.. Something that I never realise before.. Until one day when my Biology lecturer talk about cells and its structure.. She keeps on talking about the uniqueness of such special creation that made up the human being..and all I can say is..Subhanallah.. Verily, Allah is the ultimate Creator..
cells
But, that wasn't what come out from her mouth after such a long and interesting explanation about cells.. Yet she said, "its magic, isn't it?".. person behind me nodding as he agreed..Calmly, deep inside my heart I answered.. Yes, it is indeed a MAGIC.. made by Allah, the ultimate Creator..
I was thinking of asking her counter question, "Who did such a MAGIC?".. which I think she didn't know or maybe still doesn't know the correct answer for it..
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for making me realise that I was created by You.. and Alhamdulillah, for letting me know 'who did the MAGIC' which my lecturer doesn't know the correct answer for it..
All that is in the heavens and all that is in the earth glorifieth Allah, and He is the Mighty, the Wise..
(As-Saffat 61:1)
Praise the name of thy Lord the Most High, (1) Who createth, then disposeth(2)
(Al-A'la 87:1-2)
That's all for now..
till next time..
Salam..
Dec 9, 2009
Doaku
Salam readers.. hayati lirik lagu ini..
mengharukan..
lyrics by Haddad Alwi
Bismillah Yaa Rahmaanu yaa Rahim Bismillah
Bismillah Yaa Fattahu Yaa halim Bismillah
Yaa Allah Yaa mannaanu Yaa karim Yaa Allah
Yaa Allah Yaa mannaanu Yaa karim Yaa Allah
Bismillah, Bismillah, Bismillah
Yaa Robbiy sudilah pandang kami
Terangi jalan gelap ini
Jangan biarkan aku terus sendiri
Mencari mendaki dan berduri
Yaa Robbiy dengarlah doaku ya Robbiy
Hadirlah dalam kehidupan kematian kami
Coba dan uji kan kulalui
Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rokhim
lagu doaku versi akhil hayy..
selamat mendengar..
sekian dulu.. salam..:)
Dec 7, 2009
InshaAllah.. U'll Find Ur Way
Salam semuanya..
Sekadar berkongsi sedikit tntang pngalaman beberapa hari spanjang blog ini tidak diupdate..
Last week..
'kami' pergi main ice skating..
lots of fun.. learn to move.. fall down.. wake up again.. fall.. but never give up..
analogi yg mudah diobserve.. ingat x masa kecil2 dlu.. masa mula2 nk belajar jalan.. sequence ini berlaku.. smpai akhirnya kita bisa.. bukan sekadar berjalan, malah berlari.. Subhanallah..
tapi..
biarkan diri ini mengabstrakkan sedikit analogi itu..
"there's a first time for everything"
maka jgn malu bila pada mulanya kita rasa seolah2 gagal.. itu adalah ujian Allah utk lihat sejauh mana kita bersungguh2 dalam mencapai sesuatu..
kerana..
kalau bukan sekarang.. bila lagi nak mulakan langkah?
Perjalanan hidup ini sudahpun kita mulakan dgn langkah pertama (sedar ataupun tidak)..
maka jgn biarkan ia terhenti.. teruskan..
jika..
suatu hari nanti kita dapati diri tergelincir dari landasan perjalanan.. atau merasa diri tidak mampu meneruskan perjuangan, ingatlah kata2 ini..
"Kejayaan yg dimiliki itu justeru lebih manis dan bermakna dgn adanya kepahitan dan keperitan di sepanjang perjuangan ke arah kejayaan itu"
Maka..
ketika itulah kita akan merasa nikmat Allah itu cukup luas.. dan..
airmata keharuan akan mula mengalir.. dan ucapan Alhamdulillah akan keluar dgn pnuh rasa syukur kepadaNya..
ketahuilah..
kawan2,, harga sebuah kejayaan itu sgt mahal.. apatahlagi harga kejayaan yang hakiki..
yakinlah..
Insha'Allah.. U'll find Ur way..
Wallahua'lam..
Salam..
Nov 17, 2009
Demam..
Sakit semalam menyembuhkanku..
bagaimana mungkin?
biarlah luahan yang bercerita..
Subhanallah.. Maha Suci Allah..
badan yg mengalami demam semalaman memberikan peringatan dan InsyaAllah sedikit penawar buat jiwa yg telah lama sakit..
apalah kiranya sakit ini kalau dibandingkan dengan ujian penderitaan duniawi yg dialami saudara Islam-ku di Palestina, Iraq, Afghanistan, Thailand, dan sebut sahaja di mana lagi..
Sakit ini membuat diri hina ini sedar akan nikmat sihat yg selama ini telah banyak disalahgunakan buat perkara2 yg tidak bermanfaat..
Dan apabila aku sakit, Dia-lah yang menyembuhkanku (80)
As-Syua'ra (26 : 80)
Astaghfirullah..
semoga itu bisa manjadi peringatan ketika alpa,
penawar ketika hiba,
periang ketika duka,
pemanis buat cuka,
pengubat jiwa yang lara..
dan berdoalah..
Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosa yg pernah diri ini lakukan,
sengaja mahupun tidak..
kerana sesungguhnya hamba insan biasa..
yg selalu leka.. dengan nikmat duniawi..
yg sering lupa.. akan balasan ukhrawi..
dan yakinlah..
Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Pengampun Lagi Maha Mengasihani..
Nov 10, 2009
Time..
بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
By (the Token of) time (through the Ages), (1) Verily Man is in loss, (2) Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy. (3)
Al-Asr (103:1-3)
salam alaikum..
realise it or not..
the day time getting shorter,
the night time keep coming earlier..
while the sky getting darker,
we must perform the prayer..
so..come on ppl, lets perform our responsibilities
lets show our seriousness as a true LOVER..
don't become those who loss by timelets remind each other when we forget..
so that we are not part of the one who loss..
that's all for now..
see ya in the next post..
salam..
Nov 2, 2009
Dia Maha Tahu
Oct 28, 2009
No God But Him
Oct 7, 2009
ingin kembali kepadaNya
Aug 31, 2009
Mari bersyukur..
it has been ages since the last time I wrote on this blog..
not to deny that that i am lazy but undoubtedly i also has a lot of things to be settled for the past few weeks..
started with A-level exams which I did somewhere in May-June..
then, i involved with a so called The Longest Non-Stop Multilingual Public Speaking Event 2009 as a committee..
Then, became a Pembantu Mahasiswa for Minggu Mesra Siswa of INTEC, which organised specially for the freshers..
After that, bla bla..bla.. some more fun activities..
Finish with intro..
Lets move to my point now..
grateful..bersyukur..
satu perbuatan yg seharusnya ada pada seorg yg bergelar makhluk ciptaan Allah..
then the question of Why? come to our mind.. perlukah bersyukur nie?
Human nature..
bila dapat sesuatu, selalu ingin lebih drpd ape yg dimiliki..
bcoz we always look at those who get more than we got..
As saying goes, 'diberi betis, nak paha'
why not we change this bad habit..
let us 'betulkan yg biasa, biasakan yg betul'
When we given sth, look at those who doesn't hv that 'nikmat'..
Not only time kita senang, even time kita susah pun kita kena selalu bersyukur..
cuba ingat mereka yg berada di Iraq, palestine dan afghanistan.. jauh lebih susah dari kita di Malaysia..justeru nikmat keamanan yg kita miliki itu harus dihargai..
Kalau susah sgt nk bygkan mcmna keadaan mereka di Iraq, cuba cari kawan2 or org di sekeliling kita yg hidupnya lebih susah berbanding kita..
disitulah kita dpt lihat kebesaran Allah S.W.T kerana setiap benda yg berlaku itu ada sebabnya..Ada sebab kenapa Allah buat begitu.Yakinlah dengan ketentuanNya kerana Dia Maha Adil..
emang x dinafikan, berat mada memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul..seperti kata seorang teman.."bila diuji dgn dugaan, sedikit sebanyak iman pasti goyah jua'.. itulah kita,manusia, yakni hamba Allah yg x pernah terlepas dari melakukan kesilapan..
maka dgn itu, Allah dgn sifat Ar-RahimNya, memberi kita peluang utk bertaubat dan kembali kepadaNya..
So, there's no excuse utk tidak bersyukur dgn apa yg dikurniakan Allah utk kita.. so people, bersyukurlah dgn apa yg kita miliki hari ini..
Lets try these..
cuba tatap wajah ibu dan ayah kita dan ucapkan rasa syukur kerana kita masih ada mereka.. kerana bagi sebahagian yg lain, mereka tidak punya nikmat itu..
palig tidak pun, lihat wajah kita di cermin dan lihatlah pancaindera kita yg diciptakan dgn sempurna, lantas bersyukurlah dan ucaplah Alhamdulillah kerana sesetengah org tdk memiliki seindah dan sesempurna yg kita miliki..
There's so many other examples that we could practice and so many reasons to be grateful..
At least, we still have a chance to live and to breathe..
I guess thats all for now..
Thank you to those who inspire me to post this..
Not to forget, Thank You Allah..
See u guys in the next post..
salam..=)
May 26, 2009
Just a reminder 4 all of us..(كن فيكن )
Life is short, isn't it?
So, we have to enjoy it as much as we can b4 our time come.. Is it? Is that the correct match 4 for the fact that life is short?
Think of it..
Well, I actly bz with exams n so on lately..
macam malas nk update blog ni with thousand reasons including study, programme, bla bla bla..
Suddenly, a hard-to-believe n shocking news came thru my FB this morning saying that someone that i know passed away.. everyone wishing him Al-Fatihah n pray 4 his peace rest..
و لاحول و لا قوت الابالله
Aku hanya mampu termenung buat seketika dan menyedekahkan a-Fatihah buatnya..
I instantly caught by a mixture of feelings.. sad, fear n so on..
I wanna say that I couldnt believe it but.. كن فيكن .. when Allah say YES, then YES it is..
Ajal itu di tangannya.. (daripada allah kita dtg & kepadaNya lah jua kita kembali)
When the time came, It will never be bring forward nor delayed even a second..
Then, I started muhasabah myself.. Am I prepared enough to face Allah? with a very little good deeds n so many sins that i've done..
Firman Allah in the Holy Qur'an :
(al-Qari'ah ayat 6-11)
Oh Allah, ya Rahman..ya Rahim.. place me with those Mukminin.. Put me away from Naar.. Let me "rest" in Iman..إِنَّ لله سَمِيعٌ عَلِيمٌ
So now, let us Muhasabah ourselves again.. Give the best shot 4 this short time that we have..
Who knows? ur call or my call could be in the next secs.. Anyway, just a reminder for me n also for all of u out there.. Remember Allah all the time..
Not just when something like this (bad things) happen to us, then only we search 4 Him..
till next post..
ما أسلامه..
May 13, 2009
Exam??
Mar 21, 2009
My Only Wish ( Interlude)
All your tanks, and all your soldiers
Against a boy holding a stone
Standing there all alone
In his eyes I see the sun
In his smile I see the moon
And I wonder, I only wonder
Who is weak, and who is strong?
Who is right, and who is wrong?
And I wish, I only wish
That the truth has a tongue..
It really touch my heart..
I admire my young Muslim counterparts in Palestine whose doing the Jihad..
May Allah SWT always with them..
Allahuakhbar!!! Allahu Sami'..
Mar 4, 2009
Trial or Past years??
Feb 18, 2009
The Sharpest Weapon
Do'a is said to be the sharpest weapon of a Muslim. This undeniable fact has been proven since the first day human was created by The Greatest Creator, Allah S.W.T.
Until now, those who believe in the existence of Allah and believe that Muhammad PBUH is His messenger rely on Allah for everything in their life.. The word rely here means Tawakal after giving their best effort in doing something..
That's a common thing that we always do as Abdullah (hamba Allah)..
Feb 11, 2009
Hows ur heart (part II)
~Nukilan bermula..~
Hati ini sedang sakit rasanya..
ada kalanya sakit sekali..
tak terhingga..hanya Allah yang Maha Tahu..
usaha dibuat tuk mncari penawar..
tak dinafikan.. banyak halangan mencari penawar..
namun, itu bukan alasan utk b'putus asa..
kerana bagiku, Allah tidak akan pernah mengecewakan hambaNya..
selagi mampu berusahalah wahai manusia..
lalu berdoalah kamu setelah berusaha bersungguh2..
tawakal pada yang Satu..
Hanya ingin berkongsi persepsi diri ini..
Juga sebagai peringatan bersama..
Temanku dan juga saudara2ku,
kalau berjaya mendapat apa yang diinginkan, maka bersyukurlah..
namun sebaliknya, kalau tidak seperti yang diharapkan, maka brsabarlah..
Dan jgn lupa, bersyukurlah juga kerana Allah sedang menguji kita..
kita telah dipilih untuk diuji..
Sesungguhnya, Allah sayang hambaNya yang bersabar menghadapi segala ujian..
deraian air mata tidak perlu berterusan hanya kerana kesedihan sebaliknya menangislah dalam kegembiraan..
kerana kejayaan sebenarnya satu ujian yang berat.. ujian bagi hati..
justeru, beringat2lah ketika berjaya mendapatkan apa yang dihajatkan..
Feb 3, 2009
Hows ur heart??
HEART is undeniably one of the important part of our life as human being since we need to have our own feeling..To illustrates, we need to feel in love, to be happy, sad, angry etc..
As Allah Apostle PBUH said :
Inside the human body, there is a flesh.. If the flesh is well, then the whole part of the body will be good.. In contrary, if this particular part is problematic, then the whole body will be bad.. Note that this special part is called "heart"..
There's no doubt that u'll feel ill if ur heart is sick..
In other words, ur feeling is not something that u made up, it is naturally comes from your heart..
What is expressed outside is not usually whats inside..
Sometimes both can be in opposite side..
Also, what u say sometimes the opposite of what u feel inside ur heart..
- Live heart (Hati yang hidup)
- Die heart ( Hati yang mati)
- Ill heart ( hati yang berpenyakit)
always remember Allah..
at peace..
Everyone aiming for this type of heart ( including me)..
In reality, only few of us have it..
as a Muslim, the most precious part of Iman is when u owned this type of heart..
u never feel loss or regret for any bad things happen to u..
Instead, u view it as a test from The Creator..
MasyaAllah, I really want to have this kind of heart..
away from Allah..
seriously not at peace..
It is a very dangerous type of heart..
Some people owned it (Those who doesn't believe in Allah SWT)..
Unfortunately, they don't realize it..
How unlucky those people are..
Hopefully, I'm not in this category..(Nauzubillah..)
not exactly in the right track of showing their worship towards Allah, The Almighty..
sometimes at peace, but sometimes not..
Undoubtedly, most people owned it..(maybe even me)
this category of heart need a treatment in order to be alive peacefully..
Wake up people!! treat ur heart today..
it'll never be late for us to return to the right path..
Bcoz Allah is The Most merciful..
He never hate us though we've done so many sins..
Yet, he always wait for us to Taubah (return to Him)..
Imagine how much Allah loves us..
In fact, He loves us 70 time more than our mother does..
Queries & Quotes from friends
Then he ask me to interpret meaning of a dry heart..
my answer :
This is one of the example of ill heart.. it needs to be watered.. with a remembrance of Allah Azza Wa Jallah.. Make a do'a to Him.. ask for a guidance from Him.. bcoz do'a is the sharpest weapon of Muslim..
where there's a prob, never get sob! sob! sob!..(sad)
Life doesn't always happy..
A quote from a friend " life is not colourful without probs"..
I think : yups, it is true.. No doubt... take those probs that happen in our life as a test from Allah as well as a unrealised step in getting closer to Allah.. Allah loves us.. thats the reason why He test us.. He wants to know how much do we love Him.. so, don't ever fail in ur test ok!!
Another friend (amanhati) said "Alangkah indah hidup ketika bercinta"..
I think : This is a very nice quote of amanhati.. love it.. Just that I still need further explanation about this quote so that I'll not misinterpret it.. Anyway, I like this quote.. thanx Mr aman hati..
What to do now??
After reading this post, check ur heart.. If needs a treatment, then treat it with the best treatment.. do it with all ur effort.. In the meantime, ask a guidance from Allah SWT.. Remember Him all the time.. Avoid urself from bad deeds.. Last but not least, take care of urself..
Till next time..
Feb 2, 2009
Just to Share..
mY HoPe
Jan 27, 2009
My Prescious Posession - Forgotten??
Alhamdulillah t0 our dearest Creator, Allah S.W.T who always been there to guide us so that we are always at the right path towards Jannah.
Before I begin, let me inform all of you that this is just a spontaneous short letter that comes from deep inside an ill heart that looking for a guidance from The Most Merciful, Allah. S.W.T.
My dear friends,
The most precious things( because there are 2 things) that we own as a Muslim :
Iman and Islam.
Undoubtedly, these two things are always been forgotten by Muslimin without considering age, profession, position etc..
How many of us are taking a good care of these important specialities given by The Most Merciful Allah S.W.T??
Ask ourselves!! Ask our heart!!
Have we ever been grateful by having these generous gift from Allah??
Do we actually proud to be a Muslim??
Remember, Allah S.W.T always watch us.. and He knows whats inside our heart..
Now, Muhasabah yourself!!
Let us give our heart some Rohaniah treatment..
Hope this can be a remembrance to ourselves..
Till next time..
Salam.